time...

Its said that time is the best healer... then y doesn't it heal me?? The question has been spinning my head for quite some time now. The more important question is: will i always live in d past... will d memories of the past always hold me...? Even though i try to keep only the good memories with me, somehow even the good ones haunt me.. and make me remember the bad ones. Beautiful memories are addictive.. you want them to continue forever and as we all know.. it is hard to let addictions go. When you are happy for a very long lime, when you have known a state of absolute happiness...  you become addicted to the happiness.... happiness becomes a habit.... and when you have to let that habit go.... its painful.